whenever somebody in a chat says “idk what to draw” or asks “what should i draw” i always say “draw me shit draw my characters” it works sometimes
sometimes i wish there was a second april fools’ day like september fools’ day for everyone who wanted to do something pretty funny but were like “shit, i missed it”
let me just draw paw pads on this CHAMELEON
waking up to still be alive; what a tragedy. also, 12000th post.
i remember one piece of writing that i wrote when i was about 15. it was in the format of two people talking back and forth through letters. one of them was in a mental hospital. the other one really cared, and she asked if she was taking her meds in one letter. the one who was in the hospital said she wasn’t taking them anymore, and she hated them, and that they’d never help her and...
“but you’re a GIRL” holy shit shut your ignorant mouth
what works better: incessant scratching, rather than desperate clawing
i know if i asked you you’d be the one to muffle me with a pillow <3
I’m so glad we said it to each other. and I’m not worried the same thing will happen with me and you.
I’m so disappointed in myself for not being able to break this layer of skin
i want to get all the way to the muscle
nails don’t bleed the same as knives
when they told me they wanted to hospitalize me i snapped and started screaming and cussing and telling them i never wanted to see them again and that i would make sure to go through with it after i got out if they did it, which probably didn’t make the situation look any better
“i didn’t think it was that hard” well fucking good for you
why did you take my pills away. why did you find my knife. why are you making me live this.
Anonymous asked: Anon here, looking for a wispus status update. How are you doing? I'll be up for another hour or so, you know how to contact me.
goatpox: hikikomoron: there is so little art that really inspires me all the artists i really admire don’t make art very often Dude same. :(
so remember pikmin 3 was supposed to exist by now
I always say it just a little too late
Anonymous asked: Anon here, I hope you're okay wispus, even if that isn't what you want right now.
i need to leave.
but how can i expect anyone to want to be around me when even every professional i’ve met can’t handle me? i can’t even handle it. i used to worry about the future, but i have given up wanting one. i wanted someone— just one person— who could be there for me and would always want to be there for me. some people i think about every day and i wonder if they even ever...
spacecraftartillery: fuck therapy I’ll just kill myself
i’ll kill myself if you don’t put me in a hospital and i’ll kill myself if you do. who’s really backed into a corner here?
“the way you think is bullshit” “you have no idea what pain is” things said by my therapist when i visited her for the last time
voiceofthevillain replied to your post: voiceofthevillain replied to your post: I NEED… Hey its my own fault. No worries. I CAN’T BLAME YOU IT’S A FUN RIDE WHILE IT LASTS
i’m so incompetent i can’t even use a hammer to get a razor smashed open for a blade
voiceofthevillain replied to your post: I NEED NICOTINE Oh god me too. I’M SO SORRY
guhn replied to your post: today my therapist told me she wouldn’t see me… if i were you i wouldnt take this personally !! i bet your therapist just feels like she doesnt feel qualified to be giving you advice/etc. if someone ever told me this i would feel like THEY were the one with the problem, not me! thank you. my problem with getting attached to people too much doesn’t...
I NEED NICOTINE
NOT JUST A SMALL BREAKDOWN I COULD FIX ONE WHOLE QUARTER OF THE UNDERBELLY LITERALLY SHATTERED FOR NO REASON
IT’S ACTUALLY FUCKING AMAZING MY CAR MANAGED TO BREAK DOWN THE DAY THEY DECIDED TO PUT ME ON HOME LOCKDOWN OR I WOULD BE GONE WITH THE WIND ALREADY
YOU CAN’T OVERDOSE ON SYNTHETIC HORMONES. UNFORTUNATELY.
FOOLED ME TWICE SO SHAME ON ME
SO BOTH OF THEM STAYED HOME TO TAKE MORNING AND NIGHT SHIFTS TO MAKE SURE I WOULDN’T PULL ANYTHING BEFORE PARTIAL
I FUCKED UP BECAUSE I ALWAYS FUCK EVERYTHING UP
today my therapist told me she wouldn’t see me anymore because she couldn’t handle my illness’s severity
i managed to talk them down to intensive therapy. but it’s only just biding time.
i told you. i told all of you those motherfuckers were watching me, just waiting for the opportunity to put me back there. and here we go. might be forced into more debt for the fucking system. if I disappear forever after today, it’s probably because i killed myself immediately after my second hospitalization. that is my ultimatum.
barkbarkbarkbarkbarkbarkbarkbark: wispus: correct: wispus’s incorrect: wispus’ wispus is not a plural noun wispoo wispoos i know dead people who used to pronounce it like that u fucker